Trying to Relax

I am sitting here tonight just trying to relax but all I am feeling is a little anxious. I had my lung this afternoon & will be getting result on Thursday then I will be going in on Friday for the brain scan. I know that I got this great news from my Dr 3 weeks ago but it's really hard to get that little nagging feeling in the back of your head telling you that it may not be the news I want to hear out of my head. Honestly, I am really not as concerned about my lungs but more about what may be going on with my brain right now. I am waking up every morning now with headaches & that has been one of the things they keep telling me to watch for. Unfortunately all the medication that I have been taking wont do anything for my brain tumors so even if my tumors were doing great in my lungs it could be doing the complete opposite in my head. After the last experience with the Gamma Knife I am not supper excited to sign up for it again. All though the Gamma Knife option is so much better the whole brain radiation. Ohhh... what to do? Then again why am I stressing over this when I know nothing right now. I need to just keep telling myself "relax Connie you know nothing & just need to enjoy your time right now". Sometimes this is so much easier said then done! Only a few more days & I will have some of the information that I need. I can do this!!