A waiting game... sighhh

    I was supposed to have my appointment yesterday with my Dr to find out the results when he presented my case to the Gamma Knife team but on Friday I got a call from my Dr's office telling me he wont even be presenting my case to the team until June 6th. Ugghhhhh!!! I have to say through this whole cancer experience over the past 4 1/2 years everything is a waiting game. You make an appointment and you wait 2 to 3 weeks to see them. They send you in for testing which is another 2 to 3 weeks to get this done then you are waiting for results of testing which could take about a week or so to get back. Most of the time the Dr's want you to come into their office to talk to you about result they wont give them to you over the phone very often so this is more waiting. It all makes me so tired and very impatient. So what am I supposed to be learning from this? Is my patience being tried because maybe I need to learn to be more patient. I don't know but it all makes me wonder. I wonder if a Dr has these same issues? Does he get in right away or find out results of testing quickly for him or maybe a loves one? I don't know but just thought I would throw that question out there. So at this point I really don't know what will be happening or when so I will be trying my very best to keep myself really busy so that I wont be thinking about what the next move is. Luckily I have the boys here with me this week and really don't always have time to think of much of anything but them when they are here. I LOVE these kids so much and they really bring so much joy to my life and I am just proud to say that I am their mom!